好久好久没有跟我的姐妹淘聊天了。
每一次的聚会,都会缺少我的参与。
对不起,我是因为工作忙了才无法跟你们一起出来聚聚。
我知道你们从来没有把我给忘了,
无时无刻的一封简讯,
把我忙碌的心情给暖和了起来。
我真的很感谢你们!
虽然我们没有象以前这样年在一起了,
可是我可以感觉到,
其实你们就在我的身边。
虽然真的很久没有去来相聚了,
可是我们在一起的欢笑声依然围绕在我的身边。
我的姐妹们,你们过得好吗?
我好像你们!
突然,
我的脑袋里浮现了很多我们曾经疯狂过的痕迹。
现在想起来真的哭笑不得。
当时的我们是单纯?还是只想尝试到处走透透的感觉?
已经差不多有两年的时间我们一起出疯狂了。
你知道我是爱你们的,
我也知道你们是爱我的!
你们深深的在我心中留下美丽的烙印:)
2011年4月22日星期五
2010年9月20日星期一
The next journey
Just come back from somewhere ..
I feel very bad ..
I have no choice ..
My only "Liberator" told me ..
Relax ..
Stability your own emotional ..
I just guess ..
Just to give you a psychological preparation ..
But not 100% ..
Take it easy ..
Maintain a cheerful mood ..
You'll be fine ..
Wait after the test ..
Then I'll know the result ..
Well ..
What he said also correct ..
Every time I would give my friends comfort ..
This time I have to give myself hope ..
Do not give up ..:)
Ha ha ..
I really miss my friends' ..
My babies ..
And sure my beloved Chris ..
I was lucky ..
I can be with them ..
Wish to meet all of them ..
Hug all my babies ..
* Huggies * tight tight tight tight ..:(
Hello my blogger ..
Suddenly I do not know what can i write about today already ..
Nothing to say ..
speechless ..=X
Imma stop writing here ..
TarDar ..
I feel very bad ..
I have no choice ..
My only "Liberator" told me ..
Relax ..
Stability your own emotional ..
I just guess ..
Just to give you a psychological preparation ..
But not 100% ..
Take it easy ..
Maintain a cheerful mood ..
You'll be fine ..
Wait after the test ..
Then I'll know the result ..
Well ..
What he said also correct ..
Every time I would give my friends comfort ..
This time I have to give myself hope ..
Do not give up ..:)
Ha ha ..
I really miss my friends' ..
My babies ..
And sure my beloved Chris ..
I was lucky ..
I can be with them ..
Wish to meet all of them ..
Hug all my babies ..
* Huggies * tight tight tight tight ..:(
Hello my blogger ..
Suddenly I do not know what can i write about today already ..
Nothing to say ..
speechless ..=X
Imma stop writing here ..
TarDar ..
2010年9月19日星期日
Awesome Evening
I just back from dinner with all my dudes..sisy..and my beloved man..=)..
I have a great time with all of them..
They bring me out from the boredom life..
They bring a lot of happiness for me..
Weeeeeee..♥..
I tot I just been there and watch them swimming..
Who's know when i get into the car..
My man ask me why i din bring my swimwear..
Lol..shock me..
He going to teach me how to swim..
Luckily my sisy can borrow me her swimwear..♥..
Thanks sisy..
When i get into the swimming pool..
My heart rate speed up suddenly..
Seriously..
I scare when get into the pool..
It was too deep..
Or im short so i feel that it was deep..?..:(
I learn how to float on the water..
Hahahaha..
That's funny..
I take time around two hours and more to learn how to float..
Sisy was the only one who encourage me..:D
Suddenly I miss my babe so much..
I wish she was here then we can enjoy together..
Sure more fun and have different spark..♥..
I have a lot of fun at there..
It's been too long i didn't come out exercise dy..
Thanks to bring me there even just a few hours..
Have a awesome night with you all..
Just receive a message from my baby man..
He told me that tomorrow JOGGING..
Wow..
Im so excited..
After a few min..
My babe msn me said wanna tea with me before she go for her class tomorrow..
Lalalalalallalalallala..
It made me more excited and no need sleep tonight..
I full with my activity tomorrow..
Who want to date me must book me earlier ya..:P..(cheeky)
Uhhu~
My sisy driving test tomorrow..
Gambateh ya..
Vinsvian Bless You..♥..
Ops..=X..
Imma sleep early tonight..
Good night blogger..Good night my D..Good night my world..=)
I have a great time with all of them..
They bring me out from the boredom life..
They bring a lot of happiness for me..
Weeeeeee..♥..
I tot I just been there and watch them swimming..
Who's know when i get into the car..
My man ask me why i din bring my swimwear..
Lol..shock me..
He going to teach me how to swim..
Luckily my sisy can borrow me her swimwear..♥..
Thanks sisy..
When i get into the swimming pool..
My heart rate speed up suddenly..
Seriously..
I scare when get into the pool..
It was too deep..
Or im short so i feel that it was deep..?..:(
I learn how to float on the water..
Hahahaha..
That's funny..
I take time around two hours and more to learn how to float..
Sisy was the only one who encourage me..:D
Suddenly I miss my babe so much..
I wish she was here then we can enjoy together..
Sure more fun and have different spark..♥..
I have a lot of fun at there..
It's been too long i didn't come out exercise dy..
Thanks to bring me there even just a few hours..
Have a awesome night with you all..
Just receive a message from my baby man..
He told me that tomorrow JOGGING..
Wow..
Im so excited..
After a few min..
My babe msn me said wanna tea with me before she go for her class tomorrow..
Lalalalalallalalallala..
It made me more excited and no need sleep tonight..
I full with my activity tomorrow..
Who want to date me must book me earlier ya..:P..(cheeky)
Uhhu~
My sisy driving test tomorrow..
Gambateh ya..
Vinsvian Bless You..♥..
Ops..=X..
Imma sleep early tonight..
Good night blogger..Good night my D..Good night my world..=)
2010年9月15日星期三
你 不 在


天 空 下 着 绵 绵 细 雨
今 晚 的 夜 空
显 得 特 别 漆 黑
带 有 水 分 的 空 气
把 我 的 身 子 冻 结 了 起 来
在 这 样 乌 漆 漆 什 么 也 没 有 的 夜 空 里
我 特 别 特 别 的 想 念 你
想 念 你 双 手 的 温 度
想 念 你 胸 膛 的 温 暖
想 念 你 给 我 的 安 全 感
你 在 那 里
我 找 不 到 你 的 足 迹
我 需 要 你
但 你 却 不 在 我 身 边
很 多 次
你 的 关 心
都 是 我 从 文 字 里 感 觉 到 的
现 实 生 活 中
你 没 有 完 全 做 到 你 所 说 的
为 什 么 有 时 我 会 忍 不 了 看 着 你 流 起 泪 来
为 什 么 你 问 我 什 么 事 时 我 会 扬 起 嘴 角 向 你 说 没 事
其 实 我 也 不 懂 为 什 么
很 矛 盾 的 说 法
也 许 我 只 是 不 想 你 为 我 担 心
也 许 是 我 想 太 多 了
也 许 有 时 我 心 里 的 要 求 太 高 了
我 得 不 到 我 想 要 的
其 实 我 想 要 的
只 是 你 紧 紧 的 拥 抱
轻 轻 的 一 句
我 一 直 都 在 你 身 边 保 护 你 爱 你
这 样 就 够 了
很 多 时 候
我 需 要 你 时
你 不 在
我 重 复 听 了 好 多 次" 你 不 在" 这 首 歌
它 也 让 我 在 一 夜 里 哭 了 好 几 遍
虽 然 在 我 面 对 着 困 难 的 时 候
你 却 在 另 一 方
开 心 的 庆 祝 你 的 烧 烤 会 和................
我 有 些 不 开 心
但 我 不 会 扫 你 的 兴
我 觉 得 欣 慰 的 是
你 从 来 不 会 欺 骗 我
我 爱 你 :)
男 生 的 欢 乐 时 光
我 们 必 须 要 学 会 习 惯
这 句 话
是 我 的 最 亲 爱 的 宝 贝 敏 告 诉 我 的
谢 谢 你
我 领 悟 了
寒 冷 的 夜 晚
你 不 在
其 实
我 心 里 很 难 受 :(
2010年9月11日星期六
Bub
The more you explain..
the more i get hurt..
but i still want to know..
i care everything that you do..
this holiday..
sit in front on the computer for longer hours..
i miss you..!..
but you dont know..
you enjoy your day full with activity..?..
hmm..
IGNORE THAT.. :)
i still waiting..
waiting a guys come to find me..
he promised..
he will find me call me tonight..
are you still remember..?..
or you forgot already..?..
never mind if you forgot..
i'll be alright.. :)
imma custom with it..
i clear on it..
momo just nothing wad..
i have no power to control your feeling..
aikss..
what i emo for..
alright..
1..2..3..*smile*..
ya..
smile is good for me.. :)
smile made me happy..
yeah..
try my best..
i'm very clear what im thinking cause i am who i am
i love myself..
Hui Wen let's we GO..!
the more i get hurt..
but i still want to know..
i care everything that you do..
this holiday..
sit in front on the computer for longer hours..
i miss you..!..
but you dont know..
you enjoy your day full with activity..?..
hmm..
IGNORE THAT.. :)
i still waiting..
waiting a guys come to find me..
he promised..
he will find me call me tonight..
are you still remember..?..
or you forgot already..?..
never mind if you forgot..
i'll be alright.. :)
imma custom with it..
i clear on it..
momo just nothing wad..
i have no power to control your feeling..
aikss..
what i emo for..
alright..
1..2..3..*smile*..
ya..
smile is good for me.. :)
smile made me happy..
yeah..
try my best..
i'm very clear what im thinking cause i am who i am
i love myself..
Hui Wen let's we GO..!
2010年9月8日星期三
Today..~..Wednesday
Today..
VNVJ plus G wanna to meet up..
But at the end..
Only VV plus G and Rocky meet up..
N din come J din back..
So sad din meet up with them..
Not bad also la..
Also get fun with GayBin and his friend Rocky..
But more fun with babe V at Oldtown..
Babe V look nice today..
She had her new hair style..
So lovely..♥
Wish we can meet up again..
I had a conversation with Jayden..
He come comment me at my post..
We had a short chat..
After i notice that he delete all the comment..
Left mine..
I saw it and dont know why i so hot temper..
Arghhh..:@
Really DISLIKE that feeling well..
Uhhu..
DELETE DELETE DELETE DELETE DELETE..
Don comment me if you want to delete it..
Well i think ignore will made me feel better..:)
Oh..
Got a good news from Jian Wei..
Just now he msn me and told me that he pak tor jor..
They start one week ago..
The girl look pretty white thin..
She is Inti girl too..
Congratulation from me to him..
Almost forgot already..
Miss Blue Nee Nee's birthday is around the corner..
Just received the message said that lot of people wanna give her a surprises when tomorrow dinner..
So lovely..♥
I still dont know even i can join them or not..
Anyway..
I hope that Nee Nee will having a special 18's birthday..
Wish her happy birthday at here first..
May all the dream come true..!
VNVJ plus G wanna to meet up..
But at the end..
Only VV plus G and Rocky meet up..
N din come J din back..
So sad din meet up with them..
Not bad also la..
Also get fun with GayBin and his friend Rocky..
But more fun with babe V at Oldtown..
Babe V look nice today..
She had her new hair style..
So lovely..♥
Wish we can meet up again..
I had a conversation with Jayden..
He come comment me at my post..
We had a short chat..
After i notice that he delete all the comment..
Left mine..
I saw it and dont know why i so hot temper..
Arghhh..:@
Really DISLIKE that feeling well..
Uhhu..
DELETE DELETE DELETE DELETE DELETE..
Don comment me if you want to delete it..
Well i think ignore will made me feel better..:)
Oh..
Got a good news from Jian Wei..
Just now he msn me and told me that he pak tor jor..
They start one week ago..
The girl look pretty white thin..
She is Inti girl too..
Congratulation from me to him..
Almost forgot already..
Miss Blue Nee Nee's birthday is around the corner..
Just received the message said that lot of people wanna give her a surprises when tomorrow dinner..
So lovely..♥
I still dont know even i can join them or not..
Anyway..
I hope that Nee Nee will having a special 18's birthday..
Wish her happy birthday at here first..
May all the dream come true..!
2010年8月30日星期一
My TWINKLING
So long din heard from her already..
Everything going well on her..?..
Hmm..
Wanna sms her but cannot wa..
Forgot bring the phone along with me..
For one week..=(
I just back my sweet sweet home today..
When i arrived my house..
I straight call her..
Really miss her much more..
Haha..
It's been too long I didn't talk with her on phone for one~two~hours dy..
When she pick up the call..
Hmm..
Her sound sweet and sound like very happy..
She was hang out with her friends at some where nice..=)
We just talk about few minutes..
Because she was eating her food..
Waiting waiting her news when she back..
She said find me when she back..
Wooohoooo..
Feeling excited cause I can be CRAZY with her tonight..
Right now midnight 2.30am already..
I think she already tired and slept jor..=)
Piggy babe she is..=P
Love her so much..♥
Good night to her..
Good night to myself too..
Wish to meet up soon..♥
Everything going well on her..?..
Hmm..
Wanna sms her but cannot wa..
Forgot bring the phone along with me..
For one week..=(
I just back my sweet sweet home today..
When i arrived my house..
I straight call her..
Really miss her much more..
Haha..
It's been too long I didn't talk with her on phone for one~two~hours dy..
When she pick up the call..
Hmm..
Her sound sweet and sound like very happy..
She was hang out with her friends at some where nice..=)
We just talk about few minutes..
Because she was eating her food..
Waiting waiting her news when she back..
She said find me when she back..
Wooohoooo..
Feeling excited cause I can be CRAZY with her tonight..
Right now midnight 2.30am already..
I think she already tired and slept jor..=)
Piggy babe she is..=P
Love her so much..♥
Good night to her..
Good night to myself too..
Wish to meet up soon..♥
2010年8月20日星期五
She is mine SUPERWOMEN
I am preparing for my final exam..
Said prepared..
Actually I still enjoy at my lovely hometown..
Even the exam is coming next Wednesday..
I felt scared when I notice that only have four days can let me to do revision..
Uhhu..~..
Well..stop thinking and talk about the EXAM..
Ignore first..
Talk about my daily life..
Weeeee..♥
I'm really enjoy my days on this week..
This is the last week for my semester one..
And also my birthday..
The most special thing is..
My beloved babe come back live with me..
Even only few days but I felt very happy..
Actually is her felt suffer and unhappy..
When I listen to her trough the call..
My heart stop pumping straight away..
She pick up my call but she keep silent at the beginning..
*guess from me*..
Something already happened on her and hurt she badly..
I cannot do anything for her cause she was too far with me at the time..
"can you come here find me and stay with me?"..Ask from me..
After a few minute..
She issue me a message and said she will come find me..
I go fetch her at jetty and she look WEAK..
What i saw on her face this TIRED and TIRED..
I try to talk to her and make her to smile..
But I failed at the first day..
Luckily..
The next day and the next next day..
She smile..she laugh..
We talk at the midnight until we fall a sleep..
I found that she was upset inside..
She annoying..and weak..
I guess she cried when I am not around her..
From our conversation..
I notice that she is a strong girl..
She can face anything her selves without my helps..
I just give her support by her side..
You are my Superwomen..
Babe..
Said prepared..
Actually I still enjoy at my lovely hometown..
Even the exam is coming next Wednesday..
I felt scared when I notice that only have four days can let me to do revision..
Uhhu..~..
Well..stop thinking and talk about the EXAM..
Ignore first..
Talk about my daily life..
Weeeee..♥
I'm really enjoy my days on this week..
This is the last week for my semester one..
And also my birthday..
The most special thing is..
My beloved babe come back live with me..
Even only few days but I felt very happy..
Actually is her felt suffer and unhappy..
When I listen to her trough the call..
My heart stop pumping straight away..
She pick up my call but she keep silent at the beginning..
*guess from me*..
Something already happened on her and hurt she badly..
I cannot do anything for her cause she was too far with me at the time..
"can you come here find me and stay with me?"..Ask from me..
After a few minute..
She issue me a message and said she will come find me..
I go fetch her at jetty and she look WEAK..
What i saw on her face this TIRED and TIRED..
I try to talk to her and make her to smile..
But I failed at the first day..
Luckily..
The next day and the next next day..
She smile..she laugh..
We talk at the midnight until we fall a sleep..
I found that she was upset inside..
She annoying..and weak..
I guess she cried when I am not around her..
From our conversation..
I notice that she is a strong girl..
She can face anything her selves without my helps..
I just give her support by her side..
You are my Superwomen..
Babe..
2010年8月13日星期五
Sunday's Miracle
I was killing by something..
Nobody know about that even you..
I think i have to do the bad choice first before the trouble come and find me..
My birthday is coming around..
Unfortunately..
I can't celebrate my birthday with all my friends as what I plans from the start..
All the plans ma cancel after I saw the notice outside the A.Office..
Even I just back from Penang..
But I have to back there tomorrow..
I need to try to do something..
Even I known that got 90% I cannot get it..
Really..
No one can hold my hands at this moment..
Helpless inside..
When i reach home until now..
I am rushing mine loan..
I hope that i can done all my staff as soon as possible..
I have a discussion with my mom..
Said out all my problems that I was met..
But what I get is only "SCOLD"..
I was scolded by my mom..
She said :" I though that my daughter not a stupid girl..she can done the things she want or she need..but actually she is NOT..she totally stupid.."
I cannot endure this kind of bla bla bla..
I cried and close the door..
"Pammmmm"..I did it..
After a few minute..
My mom was coming in..
When she saw me cry..
She said again :" You cannot solve anything even you cry until you blind..don't try to do this kind of idiot things at home..solve the problems..I cannot help you..once I help you..my life will become stressful..thinks carefully even you want to continue or what.."..
Uhhu..
I stop crying after I heard that..
I try to collect all the document that the government wants..
And do what can I do..
I drove the motor run every way..
Find PJK..
Find bla bla bla and bla bla bla..
Hope the miracle will appear on SUNDAY..
This is the gift that I want..
"SUNDAY"..
Please bring the lucky and miracle for me..
Nobody know about that even you..
I think i have to do the bad choice first before the trouble come and find me..
My birthday is coming around..
Unfortunately..
I can't celebrate my birthday with all my friends as what I plans from the start..
All the plans ma cancel after I saw the notice outside the A.Office..
Even I just back from Penang..
But I have to back there tomorrow..
I need to try to do something..
Even I known that got 90% I cannot get it..
Really..
No one can hold my hands at this moment..
Helpless inside..
When i reach home until now..
I am rushing mine loan..
I hope that i can done all my staff as soon as possible..
I have a discussion with my mom..
Said out all my problems that I was met..
But what I get is only "SCOLD"..
I was scolded by my mom..
She said :" I though that my daughter not a stupid girl..she can done the things she want or she need..but actually she is NOT..she totally stupid.."
I cannot endure this kind of bla bla bla..
I cried and close the door..
"Pammmmm"..I did it..
After a few minute..
My mom was coming in..
When she saw me cry..
She said again :" You cannot solve anything even you cry until you blind..don't try to do this kind of idiot things at home..solve the problems..I cannot help you..once I help you..my life will become stressful..thinks carefully even you want to continue or what.."..
Uhhu..
I stop crying after I heard that..
I try to collect all the document that the government wants..
And do what can I do..
I drove the motor run every way..
Find PJK..
Find bla bla bla and bla bla bla..
Hope the miracle will appear on SUNDAY..
This is the gift that I want..
"SUNDAY"..
Please bring the lucky and miracle for me..
2010年8月7日星期六
Blessing from me to You..
Tomorrow i want go back to Penang le..
Again..
I want go back and face da empty room..
Every time..
The moment i walk into the room..
I will miss..
Miss the person who i cherish so much..
I keep up the letter which she wrote for me before she leave..
I cried no matter how much time i re-read it..
Every wold every sentences is sick deeply inside my heart..
It touch my heart..
I know your feeling when the moment you wrote the letter..
Because i had the same feeling with you too..
Now..
You gonna start your own new life already..
You found the way which you want to continue already..
I'm so happy when i get this news from you..
You wont aimless anymore..
I have saw everything that you wrote on facebook even blogger..
I notice that everyone around you all care about you..
You're happiness babe.. =)
Soon..
You'll leave here and going to KL for learning your bla bla bla..
Do you go alone..?..
You ma take care when you at there..
KL's life totally different with Penang..
I will always be there..
No matter how far you are..
Wish we still the same..
Never change..
I will treasure the time when you're here..
Let's go babe..
Again..
I want go back and face da empty room..
Every time..
The moment i walk into the room..
I will miss..
Miss the person who i cherish so much..
I keep up the letter which she wrote for me before she leave..
I cried no matter how much time i re-read it..
Every wold every sentences is sick deeply inside my heart..
It touch my heart..
I know your feeling when the moment you wrote the letter..
Because i had the same feeling with you too..
Now..
You gonna start your own new life already..
You found the way which you want to continue already..
I'm so happy when i get this news from you..
You wont aimless anymore..
I have saw everything that you wrote on facebook even blogger..
I notice that everyone around you all care about you..
You're happiness babe.. =)
Soon..
You'll leave here and going to KL for learning your bla bla bla..
Do you go alone..?..
You ma take care when you at there..
KL's life totally different with Penang..
I will always be there..
No matter how far you are..
Wish we still the same..
Never change..
I will treasure the time when you're here..
Let's go babe..
2010年7月16日星期五
May I Stick Back BFS..?..
I am not who i am..
Ya..
Totally correct..
I din smile for one week..
Cause without you..
I can't smile with my heart..
I don't know how to describe you inside my heart..
But i know you're special and important for me..
All is truth..
I care your feeling..
I care everything..
But sometime I had hurt you and I don't know..
Big show..?..
Why you said so..?..
Not a show babe..
I had think that what's the problem between us..
Izit someone appear in our life..?..
Ya..
I think so..
I have do what i want do for the person..
Care the person more than myself..
Become seldom by your side..
Still got many that i don't know and you never tell..
Ya..
I admit here that i ever think that i am the suffering one..
But thru those message..
I knew I am wrong..
My tears drop out when i read the message even reread it..
Mrs C accompany you anytime anywhere..
Like your smile even not with me..
As long as I knew that Babe You Are Not Alone..
Don't say SORRY..
Don't said you kepo..
I know you're not..
Thank cause remind me what should I do and what I can't do even you say nothing to me..
Really broken jor..?..
May i stick it back..?..
Or I am too late for all of this..?..
Suddenly..
I miss you so much at the night which without star on the sky..
Ya..
Totally correct..
I din smile for one week..
Cause without you..
I can't smile with my heart..
I don't know how to describe you inside my heart..
But i know you're special and important for me..
All is truth..
I care your feeling..
I care everything..
But sometime I had hurt you and I don't know..
Big show..?..
Why you said so..?..
Not a show babe..
I had think that what's the problem between us..
Izit someone appear in our life..?..
Ya..
I think so..
I have do what i want do for the person..
Care the person more than myself..
Become seldom by your side..
Still got many that i don't know and you never tell..
Ya..
I admit here that i ever think that i am the suffering one..
But thru those message..
I knew I am wrong..
My tears drop out when i read the message even reread it..
Mrs C accompany you anytime anywhere..
Like your smile even not with me..
As long as I knew that Babe You Are Not Alone..
Don't say SORRY..
Don't said you kepo..
I know you're not..
Thank cause remind me what should I do and what I can't do even you say nothing to me..
Really broken jor..?..
May i stick it back..?..
Or I am too late for all of this..?..
Suddenly..
I miss you so much at the night which without star on the sky..
2010年7月10日星期六
Mummy..I Saw You Working Hard for Me ♥

I see you working hard for me..
And wonder what it means..
Whether I will do the same..
And give up my own dreams..
To offer someone else my world..
A stranger from my womb..
And say: Here, take my life..
So you, not I, can bloom..
I often wonder at the depth..
Of that cool sacrifice..
I know it can't be "just because"..
Or simply to be nice..
It is so awesome, I can't think..
How I could make that choice..
Except I see something in you..
That gives my own heart voice..
I see sometimes a happiness..
Amid the stressed-out day..
That no one else can hope to know..
In any other way..
I feel it when you look at me..
And understand sometimes..
That things I do, I do for two..
And then your hard life shines..
And when I give you grief, I know..
That all the bitter pain..
Between a mom and growing child..
Is simply like the rain..
That alternates with sunny days..
Passion without end..
While underneath is more of life..
Than we can comprehend..
And then I know, perhaps, why I..
Like you might be so moved..
To give my life to someone else..
And know that I have loved..
Thank You Mummy..♥
I do I love you much..♥
♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥
雨夜
聽着雨聲滴答滴答響着~~
讓我想起了你~~
雖然我才剛剛見到了你~~
但雨聲掀起了我對你的想念~~
怎么辦~~
我真的好像你~~
想起和你之間的對話~~
我不懂該怎樣表達我所想要的~~
沒關系~~
一切一切都將成為我們的過去~~
之前的不開心~~
就遺忘吧~~
你說過的我都記得啦~~
不要一直說我忘記啦拜托~~
我不曾忘記啊~~
只是有時你問起時~~
我只是不想說而已~~
因為當你會問我的時候~~
就是我再一次從犯會讓你覺得累的事情~~
這就提醒我再一次不聽你說的話~~
這樣我會很內疚~~
很沒有臉啊~~
哈哈~~
給給臉吧~~
說是這樣說~~
但每次沒有給臉的還是我~~
對不起~~
我過分了~~
真的~~
讓我想起了你~~
雖然我才剛剛見到了你~~
但雨聲掀起了我對你的想念~~
怎么辦~~
我真的好像你~~
想起和你之間的對話~~
我不懂該怎樣表達我所想要的~~
沒關系~~
一切一切都將成為我們的過去~~
之前的不開心~~
就遺忘吧~~
你說過的我都記得啦~~
不要一直說我忘記啦拜托~~
我不曾忘記啊~~
只是有時你問起時~~
我只是不想說而已~~
因為當你會問我的時候~~
就是我再一次從犯會讓你覺得累的事情~~
這就提醒我再一次不聽你說的話~~
這樣我會很內疚~~
很沒有臉啊~~
哈哈~~
給給臉吧~~
說是這樣說~~
但每次沒有給臉的還是我~~
對不起~~
我過分了~~
真的~~
Ya..Sure
I just back from a small small party..
Even there only have few people..
But it let me feel warm inside..
Playful children..
Peaceful brother..
Lovely mother..
I have saw all of this at a house..
I can felt that they love each other even some time they will fight..
I felt happy that i have invited by a little girl..
She is very kindly and cute..
Every time when i saw her..
Sure she will smile with me anytime anywhere..
So cute even got a little bit sohai..
xD
I have accompany some one play FIFA 2005..
He look excited when playing the game..
GOLD GOLD GOLD GOLD sound he scream..
*Slap* his face with both hand when he miss the hit..
I just sit at beside and look at him..
The action which he have done is so cute..
He never know that..
Felt so great tonight..
Be silent..
But sweet for everything..
On the way back home..
I look at him again..
The feeling are totally different than before..
So happy I am..
Maybe maybe..
I ma learn to be more understanding..
Everything are so CANDY..
Ya..
Sure..
YOU ALWAYS GONNA BE THE ONE IN MY LIFE..♥
Even there only have few people..
But it let me feel warm inside..
Playful children..
Peaceful brother..
Lovely mother..
I have saw all of this at a house..
I can felt that they love each other even some time they will fight..
I felt happy that i have invited by a little girl..
She is very kindly and cute..
Every time when i saw her..
Sure she will smile with me anytime anywhere..
So cute even got a little bit sohai..
xD
I have accompany some one play FIFA 2005..
He look excited when playing the game..
GOLD GOLD GOLD GOLD sound he scream..
*Slap* his face with both hand when he miss the hit..
I just sit at beside and look at him..
The action which he have done is so cute..
He never know that..
Felt so great tonight..
Be silent..
But sweet for everything..
On the way back home..
I look at him again..
The feeling are totally different than before..
So happy I am..
Maybe maybe..
I ma learn to be more understanding..
Everything are so CANDY..
Ya..
Sure..
YOU ALWAYS GONNA BE THE ONE IN MY LIFE..♥
2010年6月13日星期日
YOU
Two month ago..
I think i already custom you to join my life..
Everything that you did..
That's really touch my heart..
Before that..
Really got so much gossip around us..
Sometime those gossip make me cannot breath well..
I hate the person who like to gossip up..
That person always broke up our feeling..
But..
All i want to said is Thank You D..
Is you told me that just ignore that gossip..
as long as we know that we never did wrong..
as long as we love each other enough..
Thanks cause you give me confident to our love..
Even sometime i always mad up you..
I always argue with you..
Everytime everytime is me broke up all the happy moment between us..
But at last..
Sure you will forgive me..
You so take care me..
You treasure me like your small little baby..
I can feel all your love and care..
I know it all..=)
What can i say about you is..
You're always nice to me..
It can stay forever..?..
I dont know the answer..
You never promised me..
And i also dont want you promised me anything..
Stay like that enough..
Dont change anything..
Let right now be our forever..
Let's we GO..^^
I think i already custom you to join my life..
Everything that you did..
That's really touch my heart..
Before that..
Really got so much gossip around us..
Sometime those gossip make me cannot breath well..
I hate the person who like to gossip up..
That person always broke up our feeling..
But..
All i want to said is Thank You D..
Is you told me that just ignore that gossip..
as long as we know that we never did wrong..
as long as we love each other enough..
Thanks cause you give me confident to our love..
Even sometime i always mad up you..
I always argue with you..
Everytime everytime is me broke up all the happy moment between us..
But at last..
Sure you will forgive me..
You so take care me..
You treasure me like your small little baby..
I can feel all your love and care..
I know it all..=)
What can i say about you is..
You're always nice to me..
It can stay forever..?..
I dont know the answer..
You never promised me..
And i also dont want you promised me anything..
Stay like that enough..
Dont change anything..
Let right now be our forever..
Let's we GO..^^
2010年6月7日星期一
Between This Two Month
Finally i am back to my lovely blog..
It's been too long that i haven't write my mood at here already..
On this two month..
My life have been change so much..
I meet so much problem that i can't solve it easily..
I have been to work at LOPITANG Village Mall..
I smile..laugh..cries..sleep..eat at there..
I also know few's new friends who work at there..
Durian Fa - A person who look serious when he didn't smile but actually he's so friendly and funny..
Gabry - She is a silent's girl..(my first image)..and she is Durian Fa's girlfriend..she look fair..but sometime she look serious too..In fact..she is a playful..naughty and cute girl..actually she like to make a joke too..
Chris - He is a person who love someone deeply..when first time i meet with him..the eyes contact between i and him are not that friendly..he look at me with evil's eyes..I totally no dare have a talk with him when that time..but day to day..i become more close with him..he told me his problem that he meet on love and the stress that he get..
JonKent - He has fair skin..skinny..tall and 'spring's hair'..He is a crazyful ferson..why i said like that is because he like to make joke no matter what kind of mood..he ever told me that he like to make his friends to smile again when he notice that his friends are under mood..he such as a peaceful person..
Bird - Actually this is his nick name..we call him as bird is because he always like to talk something "bird's language"..haha..actually he damn nice..just something he like to talk without thinking..and i feel that he love his girlfriend so much even i know that both of them always argue to each other..
Now..
I at Penang already..
I had start my college life..
The courses that i take is accounting..
I stay with all my nice friends..
Viki..Ker Xin..Gary..Chris..Durian..Gabry..
All of them live near by only..
Feel so great that can stay together with them..
But few days ago..
I have meet some problem on my friendship and love..
Really annoy on it..
What can i do..?..
I try my best to change and do it well..
Sorry again i have to said to you..
If you got read my blog then you will know that the person i said is YOU..
I need you actually..
Every night when wanna fall into sleep..
I wish i can have a talk with you..
But wait after you come in..
I have no chance anymore..
I no dare to open my mouth to talk to you is because you straight away face to the wall..
Every time when talk to you..
You will just be cool cool to me..
Not ever like before already..
I miss you..T_T
I am applying the PTPTL loan..
I scare i can't get it because of bla bla bla..
Haix..
It really bring me down down down..
I totally have no mood at all..
If i cant get the PTPTN loan..
Then i think that i can straight away stop my studies at here already..
I have no enough cost to continue my studies..
Sorry mummy..
I have been spend so much money from you..
I cannot imaging that when you know that i cant continue my studies..
Not i haven't try head on my studies..
Is if i cant get the loan..
i don't want to spend your money again..
But anyway..
I need to say thanks to you because of your love on me..
I LOVE YOU MUMMY..
It's been too long that i haven't write my mood at here already..
On this two month..
My life have been change so much..
I meet so much problem that i can't solve it easily..
I have been to work at LOPITANG Village Mall..
I smile..laugh..cries..sleep..eat at there..
I also know few's new friends who work at there..
Durian Fa - A person who look serious when he didn't smile but actually he's so friendly and funny..
Gabry - She is a silent's girl..(my first image)..and she is Durian Fa's girlfriend..she look fair..but sometime she look serious too..In fact..she is a playful..naughty and cute girl..actually she like to make a joke too..
Chris - He is a person who love someone deeply..when first time i meet with him..the eyes contact between i and him are not that friendly..he look at me with evil's eyes..I totally no dare have a talk with him when that time..but day to day..i become more close with him..he told me his problem that he meet on love and the stress that he get..
JonKent - He has fair skin..skinny..tall and 'spring's hair'..He is a crazyful ferson..why i said like that is because he like to make joke no matter what kind of mood..he ever told me that he like to make his friends to smile again when he notice that his friends are under mood..he such as a peaceful person..
Bird - Actually this is his nick name..we call him as bird is because he always like to talk something "bird's language"..haha..actually he damn nice..just something he like to talk without thinking..and i feel that he love his girlfriend so much even i know that both of them always argue to each other..
Now..
I at Penang already..
I had start my college life..
The courses that i take is accounting..
I stay with all my nice friends..
Viki..Ker Xin..Gary..Chris..Durian..Gabry..
All of them live near by only..
Feel so great that can stay together with them..
But few days ago..
I have meet some problem on my friendship and love..
Really annoy on it..
What can i do..?..
I try my best to change and do it well..
Sorry again i have to said to you..
If you got read my blog then you will know that the person i said is YOU..
I need you actually..
Every night when wanna fall into sleep..
I wish i can have a talk with you..
But wait after you come in..
I have no chance anymore..
I no dare to open my mouth to talk to you is because you straight away face to the wall..
Every time when talk to you..
You will just be cool cool to me..
Not ever like before already..
I miss you..T_T
I am applying the PTPTL loan..
I scare i can't get it because of bla bla bla..
Haix..
It really bring me down down down..
I totally have no mood at all..
If i cant get the PTPTN loan..
Then i think that i can straight away stop my studies at here already..
I have no enough cost to continue my studies..
Sorry mummy..
I have been spend so much money from you..
I cannot imaging that when you know that i cant continue my studies..
Not i haven't try head on my studies..
Is if i cant get the loan..
i don't want to spend your money again..
But anyway..
I need to say thanks to you because of your love on me..
I LOVE YOU MUMMY..
2010年2月2日星期二
What You Want and What I Can Be
How should I describe my feelings
You suddenly changed
Became very concerned about my
Become very considerate
Become very amiable
Has become very fond of chatting with me
Changed a lot a lot
Already re-warm the hearts of apathy
You will take the initiative to come to me
You will be greeted me every day
You amuse me laugh every day
More than that,
You'll also issued a message to me
And the contents are so sweet
Sweet to let me do not believe that is true
Also came to my Facebook and drop a comment
Maybe you do not know
My heart is already cooled down
Now you have a sudden change
I dont know what should i do
I do not know how to respond
I should have pretended nothing
Containing the same as before
A very simple chat with you
Simple to accompany you through each day?
I should tell you my thoughts
Or keep inside my heart?
I do not know what I want
Although it is very happy when chatting with you
But you do not know
When I was happy
At the same time
I feel that there have a far distance that i don't know how to express
Although we have the same state in the same area
But it feels very far away
May be I think too much already
Too soon
Necessary to the New Year
I think that would be a very special New Year
Because of your companionship
Who knew that you told me
When New Year's day
You have to go back to Australia
Your remarks
Feeling pushed me into the hell
Sad mood can only be close at heart
I can only continue to camouflage
To continue to complete your studies in Australia is your dream
I support you
But five years
You ask me wait for you arrive five years and come back to love me
I can wait five years ..?
I can not believe myself at all
I don't know i can wait until you come back or not
I am very fuzzy
If i wait until after five years
Discovered that you do not belong to me
I will have any regrets?
I don't want to do any decision that can make me regret
Maybe you will get hurt when you read this
But i don't know how to telling you all of this
I just can write on my own blog
Only here can let me vent it out
Hope you can understand me
~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~
You suddenly changed
Became very concerned about my
Become very considerate
Become very amiable
Has become very fond of chatting with me
Changed a lot a lot
Already re-warm the hearts of apathy
You will take the initiative to come to me
You will be greeted me every day
You amuse me laugh every day
More than that,
You'll also issued a message to me
And the contents are so sweet
Sweet to let me do not believe that is true
Also came to my Facebook and drop a comment
Maybe you do not know
My heart is already cooled down
Now you have a sudden change
I dont know what should i do
I do not know how to respond
I should have pretended nothing
Containing the same as before
A very simple chat with you
Simple to accompany you through each day?
I should tell you my thoughts
Or keep inside my heart?
I do not know what I want
Although it is very happy when chatting with you
But you do not know
When I was happy
At the same time
I feel that there have a far distance that i don't know how to express
Although we have the same state in the same area
But it feels very far away
May be I think too much already
Too soon
Necessary to the New Year
I think that would be a very special New Year
Because of your companionship
Who knew that you told me
When New Year's day
You have to go back to Australia
Your remarks
Feeling pushed me into the hell
Sad mood can only be close at heart
I can only continue to camouflage
To continue to complete your studies in Australia is your dream
I support you
But five years
You ask me wait for you arrive five years and come back to love me
I can wait five years ..?
I can not believe myself at all
I don't know i can wait until you come back or not
I am very fuzzy
If i wait until after five years
Discovered that you do not belong to me
I will have any regrets?
I don't want to do any decision that can make me regret
Maybe you will get hurt when you read this
But i don't know how to telling you all of this
I just can write on my own blog
Only here can let me vent it out
Hope you can understand me
~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~
2010年1月29日星期五
My Future?
Today
Jane be my alarm clock
She told me to get up
Because we want to go back to our High School (AJ)
An event organized by the Institute of Chinese
We went to participate in
By the way to see my teacher
The teacher to see us
Say that we have changed
Become quite different from the pass
We talked to the teachers and post-graduate problem
Because we are tired brain with our future
Which one is the best?
Which line suitable me?
What kind of future I want to
ANNOY-ING
Suddenly want to return to previous
I was a high school student
Very happy at school
Is also enjoying high school life
To see that students who play the game
They laughed more happier brilliant
I miss the old me
What a happy time
How "pure"
Ha Ha Ha Ha
Now
Hiding at home all day
Online eat sleep
Repeat the same thing every day
What a boring life!!!
This is not my life which i want to be
If someone came to ask what kind of future I want to
I may not answer
Because I do not know the answer
"Future"
Its strange for me
I can not imagine my future
A sewage
Blurred
February arrived
To receive transcripts are increasingly relying on the date of entry
I was afraid to face it
I do not have the courage to face my own achievements
Same
I did not dare to choose for my future
I am very afraid of doing wrong choice
It was so ruined my life
Uneasy feeling
Let me cannot sleep well every night
Sometimes some strange dream images
Ridiculed painting
Being looked down on
Ah .. it does not happen all
Is that right =="
WHAT I WANT FOR MY FUTURE ???
D:
Jane be my alarm clock
She told me to get up
Because we want to go back to our High School (AJ)
An event organized by the Institute of Chinese
We went to participate in
By the way to see my teacher
The teacher to see us
Say that we have changed
Become quite different from the pass
We talked to the teachers and post-graduate problem
Because we are tired brain with our future
Which one is the best?
Which line suitable me?
What kind of future I want to
ANNOY-ING
Suddenly want to return to previous
I was a high school student
Very happy at school
Is also enjoying high school life
To see that students who play the game
They laughed more happier brilliant
I miss the old me
What a happy time
How "pure"
Ha Ha Ha Ha
Now
Hiding at home all day
Online eat sleep
Repeat the same thing every day
What a boring life!!!
This is not my life which i want to be
If someone came to ask what kind of future I want to
I may not answer
Because I do not know the answer
"Future"
Its strange for me
I can not imagine my future
A sewage
Blurred
February arrived
To receive transcripts are increasingly relying on the date of entry
I was afraid to face it
I do not have the courage to face my own achievements
Same
I did not dare to choose for my future
I am very afraid of doing wrong choice
It was so ruined my life
Uneasy feeling
Let me cannot sleep well every night
Sometimes some strange dream images
Ridiculed painting
Being looked down on
Ah .. it does not happen all
Is that right =="
WHAT I WANT FOR MY FUTURE ???
D:
2010年1月28日星期四
Dont Re-appear In My Life
I thought you had given up
I thought you had forgotten me
I thought you had will not be pestered me
I thought I relieved you of the winding
I thought I was freedom
I can trace the love which i want
Do not bother me
Do not come to bother me
Do not do something that I will once again fall in love with you
Useless
I am not an idiot
I am not a fool too
You still children?
Do you think your friend called me and told that you commit suicide
The reason is I do not want to accept back your love?
Do you think I would believe it?
I did not unsympathetic
I did not believe you do not want to say
Suicide is true if you
So what
Do you think I would because of this and accept your love?
It's too late
You forsaken me
Is your silent departure
Is that you ignore me
Until which day
I heard you have a new girlfriend already
I did tear at the end of the abandoned
At that time,
You really make me feel disappointed
I only wish you happiness
After three years
You come to me and say an apology
Asked me to forgive you
I forgive you already
We are still friends
But now you're not too much brain
Why did you go to warn those boys
You want to bully them?
Warning them not like me?
Who are you?
You have the power to do so?
You have the money
So all you'd be bullied?
I do not like you to do
I really hate you!!!
I'll tell you
You do not have the capacity to change my life
Never likely to succeed
I am not a fool as before
You have the opportunity to play my feelings
Only once
It is impossible to give you to play again
I beg you
Do not bother me again
There
I would like to say to you
You are not a child
Don't do an idiot things
It make me look down on you
FAR AWAY FROM ME IDIOT
I'M NOT YOURS AGAIN
I HAD MY OWN HAPPINESS LIFE NOW
EVEN I'M SINGLE
I thought you had forgotten me
I thought you had will not be pestered me
I thought I relieved you of the winding
I thought I was freedom
I can trace the love which i want
Do not bother me
Do not come to bother me
Do not do something that I will once again fall in love with you
Useless
I am not an idiot
I am not a fool too
You still children?
Do you think your friend called me and told that you commit suicide
The reason is I do not want to accept back your love?
Do you think I would believe it?
I did not unsympathetic
I did not believe you do not want to say
Suicide is true if you
So what
Do you think I would because of this and accept your love?
It's too late
You forsaken me
Is your silent departure
Is that you ignore me
Until which day
I heard you have a new girlfriend already
I did tear at the end of the abandoned
At that time,
You really make me feel disappointed
I only wish you happiness
After three years
You come to me and say an apology
Asked me to forgive you
I forgive you already
We are still friends
But now you're not too much brain
Why did you go to warn those boys
You want to bully them?
Warning them not like me?
Who are you?
You have the power to do so?
You have the money
So all you'd be bullied?
I do not like you to do
I really hate you!!!
I'll tell you
You do not have the capacity to change my life
Never likely to succeed
I am not a fool as before
You have the opportunity to play my feelings
Only once
It is impossible to give you to play again
I beg you
Do not bother me again
There
I would like to say to you
You are not a child
Don't do an idiot things
It make me look down on you
FAR AWAY FROM ME IDIOT
I'M NOT YOURS AGAIN
I HAD MY OWN HAPPINESS LIFE NOW
EVEN I'M SINGLE
2010年1月27日星期三
*VVJ* again..3 of Us

27/1/2010
On this day very special
Because the young girl can come out with us
I am referring to is the younger sister Jane
She is not every time out
Because of her family
No matter how
She was out with us today
While most of the time to stay in my brother's barber shop
But we still talk a good time
Where we talk of everything
Viki straighten her hair
Jane cut her hair
We spent four hours at the barber shop
Today, I bought a vest and pants
Happy Happy
But I hate AF
AF is my brother's favorite girls
She is Love Collection staff
I hate her because
She loved being with my brother that I bought it to buy what
Kepo like HELL
I think she was using my big brother
My brother pursued her
She did not accept the love
But she still wants something to eat every day with my brother
Others feel that she was using my big brother
But my brother did not feel
Maybe my brother really liked her
There is no way
I enlighten my big brother
But he do not listen to me
Love really is blind
Were made use of do not know
Ah, do not say this again
After the three of us go straight to Village Mall
I went there to find JonKent
In fact, I was to bring it to his eye-drops
But I want to finished
Would buy any new shouting to him
Ah, I am shy?
JonKent said that I did not dare look at him
In fact, not really
But he was working
I do not have awareness of multi-chat with him
I feel very strange
But his face
Is still the same simple lovely
Haha
Don't know he will mad or not if he view this blog
Whatever,
I just take things to him and then left the place
3 of us straight away went to Tesco
Tesco stay beside Village Mall
Viki went to there to bough the Japanese cucumber
Want to make sushi when her friend's party
After pay the money
We plan to back home already
Who knows
Even rain
Three of us running in the rain
Such as the stupid people
Trying kiss with the rain
pewwwwww
We only took a few pictures
Really regret
However, I believe there is still have chance to out again
Lets find the chance Viki Jane ~
To continue our VVJ journey
I love you all
My Lovely Viki and Jane
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