She is mine SUPERWOMEN

I am preparing for my final exam..
Said prepared..
Actually I still enjoy at my lovely hometown..
Even the exam is coming next Wednesday..
I felt scared when I notice that only have four days can let me to do revision..
Uhhu..~..
Well..stop thinking and talk about the EXAM..
Ignore first..
Talk about my daily life..
Weeeee..♥
I'm really enjoy my days on this week..
This is the last week for my semester one..
And also my birthday..
The most special thing is..
My beloved babe come back live with me..
Even only few days but I felt very happy..
Actually is her felt suffer and unhappy..
When I listen to her trough the call..
My heart stop pumping straight away..
She pick up my call but she keep silent at the beginning..
*guess from me*..
Something already happened on her and hurt she badly..
I cannot do anything for her cause she was too far with me at the time..
"can you come here find me and stay with me?"..Ask from me..
After a few minute..
She issue me a message and said she will come find me..
I go fetch her at jetty and she look WEAK..
What i saw on her face this TIRED and TIRED..
I try to talk to her and make her to smile..
But I failed at the first day..
Luckily..
The next day and the next next day..
She smile..she laugh..
We talk at the midnight until we fall a sleep..
I found that she was upset inside..
She annoying..and weak..
I guess she cried when I am not around her..
From our conversation..
I notice that she is a strong girl..
She can face anything her selves without my helps..
I just give her support by her side..
You are my Superwomen..
Babe..

Sunday's Miracle

I was killing by something..
Nobody know about that even you..
I think i have to do the bad choice first before the trouble come and find me..
My birthday is coming around..
Unfortunately..
I can't celebrate my birthday with all my friends as what I plans from the start..
All the plans ma cancel after I saw the notice outside the A.Office..
Even I just back from Penang..
But I have to back there tomorrow..
I need to try to do something..
Even I known that got 90% I cannot get it..
Really..
No one can hold my hands at this moment..
Helpless inside..
When i reach home until now..
I am rushing mine loan..
I hope that i can done all my staff as soon as possible..
I have a discussion with my mom..
Said out all my problems that I was met..
But what I get is only "SCOLD"..
I was scolded by my mom..
She said :" I though that my daughter not a stupid girl..she can done the things she want or she need..but actually she is NOT..she totally stupid.."
I cannot endure this kind of bla bla bla..
I cried and close the door..
"Pammmmm"..I did it..
After a few minute..
My mom was coming in..
When she saw me cry..
She said again :" You cannot solve anything even you cry until you blind..don't try to do this kind of idiot things at home..solve the problems..I cannot help you..once I help you..my life will become stressful..thinks carefully even you want to continue or what.."..
Uhhu..
I stop crying after I heard that..
I try to collect all the document that the government wants..
And do what can I do..
I drove the motor run every way..
Find PJK..
Find bla bla bla and bla bla bla..
Hope the miracle will appear on SUNDAY..
This is the gift that I want..
"SUNDAY"..
Please bring the lucky and miracle for me..

Blessing from me to You..

Tomorrow i want go back to Penang le..
Again..
I want go back and face da empty room..
Every time..
The moment i walk into the room..
I will miss..
Miss the person who i cherish so much..
I keep up the letter which she wrote for me before she leave..
I cried no matter how much time i re-read it..
Every wold every sentences is sick deeply inside my heart..
It touch my heart..
I know your feeling when the moment you wrote the letter..
Because i had the same feeling with you too..
Now..
You gonna start your own new life already..
You found the way which you want to continue already..
I'm so happy when i get this news from you..
You wont aimless anymore..
I have saw everything that you wrote on facebook even blogger..
I notice that everyone around you all care about you..
You're happiness babe.. =)
Soon..
You'll leave here and going to KL for learning your bla bla bla..
Do you go alone..?..
You ma take care when you at there..
KL's life totally different with Penang..
I will always be there..
No matter how far you are..
Wish we still the same..
Never change..
I will treasure the time when you're here..
Let's go babe..

May I Stick Back BFS..?..

I am not who i am..
Ya..
Totally correct..
I din smile for one week..
Cause without you..
I can't smile with my heart..
I don't know how to describe you inside my heart..
But i know you're special and important for me..
All is truth..
I care your feeling..
I care everything..
But sometime I had hurt you and I don't know..
Big show..?..
Why you said so..?..
Not a show babe..
I had think that what's the problem between us..
Izit someone appear in our life..?..
Ya..
I think so..
I have do what i want do for the person..
Care the person more than myself..
Become seldom by your side..
Still got many that i don't know and you never tell..
Ya..
I admit here that i ever think that i am the suffering one..
But thru those message..
I knew I am wrong..
My tears drop out when i read the message even reread it..
Mrs C accompany you anytime anywhere..
Like your smile even not with me..
As long as I knew that Babe You Are Not Alone..
Don't say SORRY..
Don't said you kepo..
I know you're not..
Thank cause remind me what should I do and what I can't do even you say nothing to me..
Really broken jor..?..
May i stick it back..?..
Or I am too late for all of this..?..
Suddenly..
I miss you so much at the night which without star on the sky..

Mummy..I Saw You Working Hard for Me ♥

I see you working hard for me..
And wonder what it means..
Whether I will do the same..
And give up my own dreams..

To offer someone else my world..
A stranger from my womb..
And say: Here, take my life..
So you, not I, can bloom..

I often wonder at the depth..
Of that cool sacrifice..
I know it can't be "just because"..
Or simply to be nice..

It is so awesome, I can't think..
How I could make that choice..
Except I see something in you..
That gives my own heart voice..

I see sometimes a happiness..
Amid the stressed-out day..
That no one else can hope to know..
In any other way..

I feel it when you look at me..
And understand sometimes..
That things I do, I do for two..
And then your hard life shines..

And when I give you grief, I know..
That all the bitter pain..
Between a mom and growing child..
Is simply like the rain..

That alternates with sunny days..
Passion without end..
While underneath is more of life..
Than we can comprehend..

And then I know, perhaps, why I..
Like you might be so moved..
To give my life to someone else..
And know that I have loved..

Thank You Mummy..♥
I do I love you much..♥
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雨夜

聽着雨聲滴答滴答響着~~
讓我想起了你~~
雖然我才剛剛見到了你~~
但雨聲掀起了我對你的想念~~
怎么辦~~
我真的好像你~~
想起和你之間的對話~~
我不懂該怎樣表達我所想要的~~
沒關系~~
一切一切都將成為我們的過去~~
之前的不開心~~
就遺忘吧~~
你說過的我都記得啦~~
不要一直說我忘記啦拜托~~
我不曾忘記啊~~
只是有時你問起時~~
我只是不想說而已~~
因為當你會問我的時候~~
就是我再一次從犯會讓你覺得累的事情~~
這就提醒我再一次不聽你說的話~~
這樣我會很內疚~~
很沒有臉啊~~
哈哈~~
給給臉吧~~
說是這樣說~~
但每次沒有給臉的還是我~~
對不起~~
我過分了~~
真的~~

Ya..Sure

I just back from a small small party..
Even there only have few people..
But it let me feel warm inside..
Playful children..
Peaceful brother..
Lovely mother..
I have saw all of this at a house..
I can felt that they love each other even some time they will fight..
I felt happy that i have invited by a little girl..
She is very kindly and cute..
Every time when i saw her..
Sure she will smile with me anytime anywhere..
So cute even got a little bit sohai..
xD
I have accompany some one play FIFA 2005..
He look excited when playing the game..
GOLD GOLD GOLD GOLD sound he scream..
*Slap* his face with both hand when he miss the hit..
I just sit at beside and look at him..
The action which he have done is so cute..
He never know that..
Felt so great tonight..
Be silent..
But sweet for everything..
On the way back home..
I look at him again..
The feeling are totally different than before..
So happy I am..
Maybe maybe..
I ma learn to be more understanding..
Everything are so CANDY..
Ya..
Sure..
YOU ALWAYS GONNA BE THE ONE IN MY LIFE..♥