How should I describe my feelings
You suddenly changed
Became very concerned about my
Become very considerate
Become very amiable
Has become very fond of chatting with me
Changed a lot a lot
Already re-warm the hearts of apathy
You will take the initiative to come to me
You will be greeted me every day
You amuse me laugh every day
More than that,
You'll also issued a message to me
And the contents are so sweet
Sweet to let me do not believe that is true
Also came to my Facebook and drop a comment
Maybe you do not know
My heart is already cooled down
Now you have a sudden change
I dont know what should i do
I do not know how to respond
I should have pretended nothing
Containing the same as before
A very simple chat with you
Simple to accompany you through each day?
I should tell you my thoughts
Or keep inside my heart?
I do not know what I want
Although it is very happy when chatting with you
But you do not know
When I was happy
At the same time
I feel that there have a far distance that i don't know how to express
Although we have the same state in the same area
But it feels very far away
May be I think too much already
Too soon
Necessary to the New Year
I think that would be a very special New Year
Because of your companionship
Who knew that you told me
When New Year's day
You have to go back to Australia
Your remarks
Feeling pushed me into the hell
Sad mood can only be close at heart
I can only continue to camouflage
To continue to complete your studies in Australia is your dream
I support you
But five years
You ask me wait for you arrive five years and come back to love me
I can wait five years ..?
I can not believe myself at all
I don't know i can wait until you come back or not
I am very fuzzy
If i wait until after five years
Discovered that you do not belong to me
I will have any regrets?
I don't want to do any decision that can make me regret
Maybe you will get hurt when you read this
But i don't know how to telling you all of this
I just can write on my own blog
Only here can let me vent it out
Hope you can understand me
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