My TWINKLING

So long din heard from her already..
Everything going well on her..?..
Hmm..
Wanna sms her but cannot wa..
Forgot bring the phone along with me..
For one week..=(
I just back my sweet sweet home today..
When i arrived my house..
I straight call her..
Really miss her much more..
Haha..
It's been too long I didn't talk with her on phone for one~two~hours dy..
When she pick up the call..
Hmm..
Her sound sweet and sound like very happy..
She was hang out with her friends at some where nice..=)
We just talk about few minutes..
Because she was eating her food..
Waiting waiting her news when she back..
She said find me when she back..
Wooohoooo..
Feeling excited cause I can be CRAZY with her tonight..
Right now midnight 2.30am already..
I think she already tired and slept jor..=)
Piggy babe she is..=P
Love her so much..♥
Good night to her..
Good night to myself too..
Wish to meet up soon..♥

She is mine SUPERWOMEN

I am preparing for my final exam..
Said prepared..
Actually I still enjoy at my lovely hometown..
Even the exam is coming next Wednesday..
I felt scared when I notice that only have four days can let me to do revision..
Uhhu..~..
Well..stop thinking and talk about the EXAM..
Ignore first..
Talk about my daily life..
Weeeee..♥
I'm really enjoy my days on this week..
This is the last week for my semester one..
And also my birthday..
The most special thing is..
My beloved babe come back live with me..
Even only few days but I felt very happy..
Actually is her felt suffer and unhappy..
When I listen to her trough the call..
My heart stop pumping straight away..
She pick up my call but she keep silent at the beginning..
*guess from me*..
Something already happened on her and hurt she badly..
I cannot do anything for her cause she was too far with me at the time..
"can you come here find me and stay with me?"..Ask from me..
After a few minute..
She issue me a message and said she will come find me..
I go fetch her at jetty and she look WEAK..
What i saw on her face this TIRED and TIRED..
I try to talk to her and make her to smile..
But I failed at the first day..
Luckily..
The next day and the next next day..
She smile..she laugh..
We talk at the midnight until we fall a sleep..
I found that she was upset inside..
She annoying..and weak..
I guess she cried when I am not around her..
From our conversation..
I notice that she is a strong girl..
She can face anything her selves without my helps..
I just give her support by her side..
You are my Superwomen..
Babe..

Sunday's Miracle

I was killing by something..
Nobody know about that even you..
I think i have to do the bad choice first before the trouble come and find me..
My birthday is coming around..
Unfortunately..
I can't celebrate my birthday with all my friends as what I plans from the start..
All the plans ma cancel after I saw the notice outside the A.Office..
Even I just back from Penang..
But I have to back there tomorrow..
I need to try to do something..
Even I known that got 90% I cannot get it..
Really..
No one can hold my hands at this moment..
Helpless inside..
When i reach home until now..
I am rushing mine loan..
I hope that i can done all my staff as soon as possible..
I have a discussion with my mom..
Said out all my problems that I was met..
But what I get is only "SCOLD"..
I was scolded by my mom..
She said :" I though that my daughter not a stupid girl..she can done the things she want or she need..but actually she is NOT..she totally stupid.."
I cannot endure this kind of bla bla bla..
I cried and close the door..
"Pammmmm"..I did it..
After a few minute..
My mom was coming in..
When she saw me cry..
She said again :" You cannot solve anything even you cry until you blind..don't try to do this kind of idiot things at home..solve the problems..I cannot help you..once I help you..my life will become stressful..thinks carefully even you want to continue or what.."..
Uhhu..
I stop crying after I heard that..
I try to collect all the document that the government wants..
And do what can I do..
I drove the motor run every way..
Find PJK..
Find bla bla bla and bla bla bla..
Hope the miracle will appear on SUNDAY..
This is the gift that I want..
"SUNDAY"..
Please bring the lucky and miracle for me..

Blessing from me to You..

Tomorrow i want go back to Penang le..
Again..
I want go back and face da empty room..
Every time..
The moment i walk into the room..
I will miss..
Miss the person who i cherish so much..
I keep up the letter which she wrote for me before she leave..
I cried no matter how much time i re-read it..
Every wold every sentences is sick deeply inside my heart..
It touch my heart..
I know your feeling when the moment you wrote the letter..
Because i had the same feeling with you too..
Now..
You gonna start your own new life already..
You found the way which you want to continue already..
I'm so happy when i get this news from you..
You wont aimless anymore..
I have saw everything that you wrote on facebook even blogger..
I notice that everyone around you all care about you..
You're happiness babe.. =)
Soon..
You'll leave here and going to KL for learning your bla bla bla..
Do you go alone..?..
You ma take care when you at there..
KL's life totally different with Penang..
I will always be there..
No matter how far you are..
Wish we still the same..
Never change..
I will treasure the time when you're here..
Let's go babe..