Between This Two Month

Finally i am back to my lovely blog..
It's been too long that i haven't write my mood at here already..
On this two month..
My life have been change so much..
I meet so much problem that i can't solve it easily..
I have been to work at LOPITANG Village Mall..
I smile..laugh..cries..sleep..eat at there..
I also know few's new friends who work at there..
Durian Fa - A person who look serious when he didn't smile but actually he's so friendly and funny..
Gabry - She is a silent's girl..(my first image)..and she is Durian Fa's girlfriend..she look fair..but sometime she look serious too..In fact..she is a playful..naughty and cute girl..actually she like to make a joke too..
Chris - He is a person who love someone deeply..when first time i meet with him..the eyes contact between i and him are not that friendly..he look at me with evil's eyes..I totally no dare have a talk with him when that time..but day to day..i become more close with him..he told me his problem that he meet on love and the stress that he get..
JonKent - He has fair skin..skinny..tall and 'spring's hair'..He is a crazyful ferson..why i said like that is because he like to make joke no matter what kind of mood..he ever told me that he like to make his friends to smile again when he notice that his friends are under mood..he such as a peaceful person..
Bird - Actually this is his nick name..we call him as bird is because he always like to talk something "bird's language"..haha..actually he damn nice..just something he like to talk without thinking..and i feel that he love his girlfriend so much even i know that both of them always argue to each other..

Now..
I at Penang already..
I had start my college life..
The courses that i take is accounting..
I stay with all my nice friends..
Viki..Ker Xin..Gary..Chris..Durian..Gabry..
All of them live near by only..
Feel so great that can stay together with them..
But few days ago..
I have meet some problem on my friendship and love..
Really annoy on it..
What can i do..?..
I try my best to change and do it well..
Sorry again i have to said to you..
If you got read my blog then you will know that the person i said is YOU..
I need you actually..
Every night when wanna fall into sleep..
I wish i can have a talk with you..
But wait after you come in..
I have no chance anymore..
I no dare to open my mouth to talk to you is because you straight away face to the wall..
Every time when talk to you..
You will just be cool cool to me..
Not ever like before already..
I miss you..T_T


I am applying the PTPTL loan..
I scare i can't get it because of bla bla bla..
Haix..
It really bring me down down down..
I totally have no mood at all..
If i cant get the PTPTN loan..
Then i think that i can straight away stop my studies at here already..
I have no enough cost to continue my studies..
Sorry mummy..
I have been spend so much money from you..
I cannot imaging that when you know that i cant continue my studies..
Not i haven't try head on my studies..
Is if i cant get the loan..
i don't want to spend your money again..
But anyway..
I need to say thanks to you because of your love on me..
I LOVE YOU MUMMY..